Magic.

There are things I can’t control
Things that just happen
Things I have to
Learn to live with
Or things that just consume
Me
Things beyond the scope of my ability
To change

Or are there?
Am I actually
In control
Allowing these things
To consume
Me
Choosing to learn to live with them
Instead of stopping them before they start

Things that well up inside
Direct results of festering feelings
Allowing things to rise to a toxic level
Slowly start to seep out
Into everyday life

I will no longer allow
Such things to affect
Me
I will no longer allow
Such people to affect
Us
I will no longer allow
Their actions to create
Feelings inside
Me
That fester and rise
To a toxic level

A realization
That if I do not let it matter
If I do not let these things
Become things
I will not have to learn to live with them
This thinking
This thinking
This
Revelation
Is magic.

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